Planning

Bismillah Ar-Rahman Ar-Rahim..

The end of posting is just nearby

Feeling awake
and
trying to plan

Need a better strategy

Being a competent medical learner
in 2 weeks time

No more adequate rest
No more adequate consumes

Prepare for being assessed
Failure or survivor

Today's plans for tomorrow success

monolog 1

tiba-tiba

rasa kurang tenteram

apa nak buat agaknya

serba tak kena

angin apakah yang menimpa diri?

adakah saya dijangkiti..

kurang minat?

kurang semangat?

atau kurang sehat?

yang manakah?

masih keliru..

Perlu pesan pada diri...

" Dan janganlah kamu bersikap lemah,
dan jangan pula bersedih hati,
padahal kamulah orang yang paling tinggi (darjatnya)
jika kamu orang beriman.. "

(Al-'Imran:139)


insyaAllah!

kuatkan semangat..

tambahkan minat..

maintainkan sehat..

ayuh~

Kedu

Wahai Allah yang Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui..

Pahit yang menikam
Ku telan diam-diam

Tangis yang berbunyi
Ku paksa kembali senyap

Semakin ku hayati
Semakin dalam menusuk

Tetapi Ya Allah
Janganlah Engkau berhenti 'menyakiti' ku
Dengan 'sakit' menusuk dari-Mu

Mula terbuka mata yang pejam
Mula terlebar pemikiran yang sempit
Mula tertegak prinsip dan pendirian yang rapuh

Jauhkanlah senang dariku
Biarku hidup dengan episod2 'kesakitan'

Hanya dengan itu aku akan sedar
Di mana ku berpijak
Di mana ku berpaut

A diagnosis

Bismillah ar-rahman ar-rahim..

A diagnosis has been made
I knew it
But i just dont like it

No matter how i refused
It is still there

How much i scared
And how much i have to suffer
I need to be strong

It is just for while
It has already came
And it also has to leave

Soon, as you recover
Get well soon..


Nabi Muhammad s.a.w pernah bersabda:

"Tiada dikira Mukmin yang sempurna keimanannya, orang yang tidak menganggap bala itu nikmat dan kemewahan itu musibah (bala)"
(Riwayat al-Tabrani)

It's about life

It's about life
A life with an ending

There's a long journey in between
Which people have the right to choose the way of life
As a survivor or a loser

Each of us know who we are from the inner side
And from there we live with variety personalities and thoughts

So am I
I love the inner side of mine
And I love to have a better one

time

as the time goes..

i walked through it

in calm..

in peace..

with joy..

with the sincere in people..

with the love in a friendship..

i could imagine the beauty of life..

as there are always aims for Allah's bless..

survived

still not the ending

bigger challenge arise

never made me afraid

prepare !

awake

focus

serious

matured

proactive

strong

a war ahead..

tabahlah wahai hati..

hati
kenapa kau bersedih?
kenapa kau x pasti ape yg kau sedihkan?

hati
sudahlah
jangan disedihkan..
jangan diingatkan lagi..

hati
engkau pasti pulih..
bersabarlah wahai hati..

hati..
jangan kau degil berbicara lagi..
nyah lah semua bisikan itu..

tabahlah wahai hati..

a way..

a way that i need to walk..

is the way that i chosed..



a way that i need to run..

is the beginning of a long journey..



that way..

is the way that i must walk through it..



never turning back..

never regret..